But Now I lives a field afar from the path of time; and I tended it in day and in night, saying within me ' Wakefulness will bring me closer to the stars.

I shall water it with blood and tears, saying ' There is a flavour in blood and a sweetness in tears'.

Thitima that is my name....it mean patience in Thai. Which I dont have . My ...story begins in Thailand where I was born and raised . I was born in Bangkok where 20 million something people live . Everybody try hard to live. I guess every nationality we all have a survival instinct.

I fly away with my unseen wings cross the ocean of time and distance. I live my life On hand of God sence of humour. I move from one land to anorther . Some place make me hard and some place I have to leave before it make me ??soft . Many time I feel like I was in the movie and then I bleed after that then I know I am still alive.

I care how people remember me. I don't dare to say that I am a good person and yet it depends on how you define 'good'. I am just an ordinary girl whos always wanna be different and not terrorize other peoples feelings.

Along I have my hero. My hero?is not Spiderman. My hero is simple people. People who gives me love and strength. People who believes in me. I promise I wont let you down.

My glamour photo is just like a reflection of the diamond. It depends on the light , angle and the way you look at it. Some like and some don‚t . We all wanna reach and aim high though somehow our feet do not reach the ground anymore .For me I think a women body are beautiful and nothing to be ashamed off. Long hair, Nice ass and great tit. That for me ?.Feminine. And what I think makes women to be even more charming and super sexy is ' sence of humour and good inner self '. You reckon ?

Life is not easy . I have a bitter moment . I am one of you who has a broken smile . I am one of you who defeat with my own desire. But da musice still goes on. All of us made from star and we all here for a reason . I feel alone when others left me and I feel lonely when I have to leave others.

Nowadays I have been several places all over the world. So many beautiful thing . Sometime I wish I could remember it all at once. Yes?. I am rich of memory but not materialism. I got one little house back in Thailand. Other may call it a rabbit hole (I call that sometimes too ). But it is heaven for me. Where I leave all the problem outside and where I am a queen of my kingdom.

The best thing that I have with me all the time is good exsisting memory through all the path of my life. It is a good medicine for me when I was down and no hope insight. I just close my eyes and think about one of those moment . No one can take it away from me. it will stay there forever !!.

Life is not about getting there but is about going there . Today I live like there is no tomorrow . I love like I never been hurt. I dance like nobody's watching. And heaven is here with me???..on planet earth.